Lent finished yesterday and with it my experiment of going vegan. I can’t say it was easy, but it wasn’t too difficult either. I wasn’t eating much dairy or meat anyways, however eggs had to go as well. And they were the hardest to give up! I would wake up on a Sunday morning, go for a run and the only thing I could think of was eggs. Fried, poached, in shakshuka, over easy. EGGS! I would want to bake something and guess what - it needed eggs (of course you can substitute with bananas but I couldn’t be bothered). I unfortunately over compensated the lack of eggs and white cheese with bread. I guess my brain went - well, I can’t eat eggs let’s comfort myself with an extra slice of that wonderful-with-big-holes-and-amazing-crust Bread Ahead white sourdough.
So what did I eat?
Breakfast at the beginning was mainly smoothies - banana, avocado, spinach, seeds, cacao - chocolaty and comforting. But this being the UK and lent in February - March I needed something warm and much more substantial. This and slightly freaking out about getting enough protein. After spending way too much on Pret’s amazing five grain gluten and dairy free porridge I realised I better buy a thermos and start making this at home. So this is how I started eating buckwheat. And amaranth. The concoction is pretty much - one part buckwheat, one part amaranth, one part quinoa, seeds (pumpkin, sunflower, flax whatever you have). And the best bits - almond milk, coconut oil, almond butter and honey make this the most creamy, comforting wonderful porridge!
Lunches were mostly lentils. I owe much to lentils- they got me through university - I love them! Green, yellow, brown, small, big, the Indian way, the Bulgarian way, the lazy way. I can get dhal on the table in 20 minutes - from peeling and chopping the ginger to sitting down to a comforting steaming bowl of goodness! I would also bring a green salad - leaves, radishes, parsley (the more the better) and humus with a few olives (I love their saltiness). If I got bored of the lentils I would go for beans, or a shakshuka (without the eggs but lot’s of bread on the side).
And a guilty pleasure - onion bhajis. I think I have now eaten so many that even the thought of them gives me heartburn. Oh, and I turned one kilo of chickpeas into falafels. Now that’s A LOT of falafel. And it was amazing - but the combination of half cooked and deep fried chickpeas was certainly more than my stomach could handle.
I don’t eat much dinner anyways but I like having a pot of tea while studying or watching TV and that pot of tea came along with a big spoon of almond butter mixed with cacao. So comforting and such a guilty pleasure.
Going out was a whole new experience and being vegan probably saved me some money - there is a great Indian restaurant called Sagar in Covent Garden - it is pure vegetarian (their words not mine - no mushrooms or eggs) and they do tons of vegan dishes as well (no ghee or milk).
|This is my wonderful friend Johanna modelling their giant dosa!|
So why did I do it then? The Orthodox church has two big lents - one before Easter (the Great lent - the longest and hardest) and one before Christmas (slightly shorter and you are allowed fish a couple of times). I am not the particularly religious type - maybe due to the fact that you can’t really understand what they half sing half say in Bulgarian churches. I take the spiritual side of things. For me Easter is about having faith and believing in whatever works for you - yourself, miracles, God, nature. It is the time for new beginnings. So lent is not only about giving up food and a way of cleansing your body - the Orthodox church teaches it is also time to “cleanse” your soul as well, it is time for humility and forgiveness. So no self-bashing and loathing, no getting angry and complaining, none of that. Now this was difficult. While I have no issues controlling what goes into my body, what goes into my head is a whole other story. But I suppose that takes more time as well. I did it as an experiment - both to see what effect being vegan might have on my body, but also what being more mindful can do to my everyday life.
Overall it was a great experience trying new things. I haven’t put any weight on (despite all the bread) but perhaps that is also attributed to the fact I wasn’t eating many sweets either (they all have dairy or eggs!). I have become much more aware of what goes into my head, when I start slipping into the same thinking patterns or interpreting situations in a way that might not really reflect the reality. Oh, and those scrambled eggs on toast on Easter Sunday tasted so, so, so good!